Några av mina gamla (inte heller aktuella) dikter. (ca. 2 år gamla)

For him

I want to see you, just one more time

I want to feel you, see your hand with mine.

You just disappeared, without a goodbye

And I sward myself, that I will not cry

I thought, it’ll be easy- you weren’t with me

But it wasn’t so easy that it supposed to be.

I can’t see you every day- that’s right,

But I can see you in my dreams every night.

And I’m trying to forget you, so much that I can

Because I know that you never will be my man.

But to forget a love- that is so hard

And the piece of you will be still in my heart.

Voice

I’ll always hear your voice

Even in a great noise

I’ll always feel you,

Saying to you - please, stay

Even if you are just far far away.

I’ll always know how you smell

And will remember your smile

Even when you disappeared

For a bit long while

I’ll always love you, like I do now

Because I can’t forget you

So please tell me “how?”

Gone

I thought I loved you

I don’t know, what to think

Cause you are around, in everything.

In every little sound, in every place here

But why can’t I just make a tear?

Not for you and not longer.

Maybe because you’ve made me stronger.

Sometimes it feels like I can forget

The feeling I had when our eyes met.

For the first time

Now is easier, just easier - not easy.

Maybe I’m just too busy.

Too busy to think about you,

When, what and who.

I know I have to forget, so I’ll try to do it

Even if I want you, just a little bit.

I want to be in my head all alone

Because then, for me, you’ll be forever gone.

Back home

One day he will come back

And all will start again – like before

Why do I like this guy?

I don’t want to be in love anymore.

His eyes will not look on me

That was before, that’s all past.

But I do, I can remember

When he looked on me last

Before he disappeared

From my eyes but not from my heart…

I feel strange just when I’m thinking of the day he will be back

The strange feeling in my head, in my neck

The feeling in my heart

But I know that we will be apart

Forever.